I had a boyfriend my freshman year of college who dropped out of school, but we kept dating for a while.
One night I was wandering around campus alone when I met a kid who was a friend of a friend. He seemed really nice. We hung out and talked for a long time before kissing in his dorm's laundry room. By then it was two or three in the morning. My dorm was all the way across campus and he offered to let me sleep over in his room. I said I wasn't sure and made it clear I didn't want to have sex with him, but finally agreed to go ahead and sleep in his bed after he said, "Don't worry, my female friends do it all the time. Nothing's going to happen."
We got into bed. I got back out and took off my overalls because I knew the buckles would dig into my skin while I was sleeping and then climbed over him, got under the sheets, rolled over and tried to fall asleep. He reached down, pushed aside my panties and started having sex with me. I froze up. Thought about how I wasn't even supposed to be there, in that bed, with him. I had a boyfriend. I remember staring at the wall in the dark. I could feel what was happening, but thought maybe if I imagined it wasn't happening, it wouldn't be.
He stopped after a few thrusts, either realizing my complete lack of movement probably meant I wasn't into it or he was just too tired to fuck. He rolled over and fell asleep before I managed to unfreeze or get the word "no" out. I didn't sleep at all. Four hours later, as soon as it was light out I got up and tried to leave as quietly as possible, but I'd lost my shoe and while I was searching for it he woke up long enough to ask if I remembered his name.
12:12 a.m. - 2006-12-26
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