brian: how do you define victory?
me: victory over what?
brian: a victory in dating
me: At this point? managing to do it with one person for more than a month.
brian: Fair enough, but that's more a milestone than a goal.
me: Fine. My goal is not to kill myself. My goal is to not go insane or scream in a crowded restaurant. My goal is to get through until tomorrow. My goal is to keep believing that life has to get better because it can't get any fucking worse. My goal is to keep my pants on and quit dropping them for losers who don't give a shit about me or my goals or how I feel about them
brian: like me?
me: My goal is to not think about global warming or the environment or how a nuclear bomb could wipe us all out tomorrow or a car crash that's my fault or someone else's could wipe me and the memory of me out like that
brian: damn.
12:15 a.m. - 2006-11-10
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